I'm a BMT(A) graduate woohoo!
man... this whole week has been crazy long. it feels like 3 weeks have passed or something. the feeling is here again- when you take a microscopic view of things, they play out in slow-mo but when you zoom out, it's like hitting the fast forward button. somehow time always seem to be in this fast-slow-fast-slow mechanism these few recent years. exams are almost over...well, some were all right but some were downright horrible.
speaking of horrible things... things are pretty tough at home right now. honestly... it's quite a trying time. i don't know... maybe this is a test from God. right now we really NEED Him. well, i need Him. sometimes i wished i lived in Bible times, then maybe i could've asked Jesus for a hug. it's easy to block out or forget all these things when in church and in service worshipping and praising but coming back home is like coming back to the grim, depressing reality of things.
♥ 7:50 PM
Nostalgia is a hole in my heart.
another dream in another lifetime.
♥ 10:21 PM
What's this life anyway?
What's it to you and me?
What's it to anyone?
Who are we supposed to be?
Make me a storybook
Write me away from here
I need a different now
Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow a smile
I'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After...
Once upon these days.
"These Days" Chantal Kreviazuk
♥ 7:00 PM